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Recently I got an email from Ben, a commenter on this blog, asking if I ever worried that the Light experienced in NDEs is not what it appears to be. Ben made reference to loosh, a term I'd never encountered before, and suggested (maybe not quite seriously) that the Light might simply be a supernatural being's way of preparing us for harvest. That is, perhaps the feelings of peace and oneness that NDErs report are merely a prelude to being sucked dry by the vampire-like creatures that feed on loosh. 

As I said, I'd never heard of loosh, which sounded like something Dr. Seuess might have made up. A little Googling (which, by the way, also sounds like something from Dr. Seuss) revealed that loosh is a term coined by OBE pioneer Robert Monroe to describe energy radiated by all life forms. According to Monroe, there are nonphysical beings that feed on loosh. This leads to the disturbingly paranoid idea that the human race has been cultivated by these parasitical creatures more or less as dairy cows are bred by farmers, and that we are subjected to distressing and painful events in order to maximize loosh production! 

As is the case with many of Monroe's statements, I find this whole notion more in line with the imagery of dreams (or nightmares) than with anything likely to be "real." But of course there's no way to either prove or disprove the existence of loosh or its feeders. There's no way to prove that the Light is benevolent, since it might simply be fooling us. 

In the end, it really does come down to faith. After his wife Linda died, Paul McCartney said that the two of them had shared an abiding faith "in the deep okayness of the universe." Or at least I seem to recall him saying that, or some words to that effect; I've never been able to verify the quote. Anyway, whether or not Sir Paul said it, the words ring true to me. Ultimately we can't know all the answers, so either we embrace despair or we believe that ultimately all is well. 

Julian of Norwich, a 14th century Christian mystic, captured the latter viewpoint in words that have become famous: 

And the beholding of this, with all the pains that ever were or ever will be... was shown to me in an instant, and quickly turned into consolation. For our good Lord would not have the soul frightened by this ugly sight. But I did not see sin, for I believe that it has no kind of substance, no share in being, nor can it be recognized except by the pains which it causes.

And it seemed to me that this pain is something for a time, for it purges us and makes us know ourselves and ask for mercy; for the Passion of our Lord is comfort to us against all this, and that is his blessed will for all who will be saved. He comforts readily and sweetly with his words, and says: "But all will be well, and every kind of thing will be well."

Julian lived during a period of recurrent attacks of the Black Death, which killed millions. Many preachers of the time blamed the plague on sin, saying that God was punishing his wayward flock. Julian's more optimistic and comforting perspective was unique in its day. 

We may not have the Black Death to contend with nowadays, but there is never any shortage of worries -- not primarily because of external events, but because of an internal process. It's the ego that gets us all worked up, no matter how safe and comfortable we may be. The ego just loves to torment us with hellish and nightmarish scenarios. "What if the plane crashes? What if my 401(k) is wiped out? What if I get cancer? What if my spouse is cheating on me? What if the 'wrong' party wins the election? What if the icecaps melt? What if there's a new Ice Age? What if ...?"

And of course: "What if the Light is a demon in disguise? What if communicators who speak through mediums are devils impersonating our loved ones? What if everyrthing is a lie, and the universe is insane, and God is a monster?" 

But it's the ego -- at least when it gets out of control -- that is insane, dishonest, and a kind of demon or monster. The unchecked ego is a liar and a subverter, a tyrant and a fiend. It's not looking for the truth, and it's not looking out for our best interests. It can be useful -- even vital --  in certain situations, when properly trained and restrained, but it is not our friend. It is more like a vicious animal that can either protect us or tear us to pieces, depending on our relationship to it, a relationship that is never set in stone.

Or maybe this is giving the ego too much power, and it would be better to say it's like a small yapping dog that can either please us or drive us crazy. A well-trained lapdog can be a good companion and even a protector, but a poorly trained, hyperactive, noisy and frantic little dog will make you nuts!

If we gently nudge the ego aside for a while and relax into mindfulness, all our ego-based worries go away, and we can say with Julian, "All will be well, and every kind of thing will be well." 

Or to quote a modern philosopher: "Don't worry, be happy." 

March 10, 2012 in Mystical experiences, Personal thoughts | Permalink | Comments (61)

This is your brain on drugs

I realize that a single case doesn't prove much, but this horrifying and ghastly news story may help explain why I still look askance at hallucinogenic drugs, even if they do, in some cases, have mind-expanding properties.

In northern California an American "cage fighter" allegedly took some tea brewed from psychedelic mushrooms and then became convinced that his roommate was possessed by the devil. The results were not pretty.

Warning: extremely graphic content.

A more detailed and somewhat less sensationalistic account is found here.

I'm not saying that properly supervised experimentation with psychedelics in controlled circumstances is necessarily a bad idea, but clearly there are potentially grave dangers associated with casual use. Like, for instance, having your tongue cut out, your face ripped off, and your beating heart excised from your chest ...

The story does make me wonder if psychedelics played a role in the sacrifices conducted by Aztec priests. The extraction of the victim's heart was a notable feature of these rituals.

May 31, 2010 in Consciousness, Mystical experiences | Permalink | Comments (202)

Shroomin'

I originally posted this material as a comment in the thread of the last entry, but decided it might as well be a separate post. 

A reader named Tharpa suggested I look at a Johns Hopkins study of mushrooms containing psilocybin, a psychoactive chemical.  The results were quite positive, and a lot less scary and disturbing than many of the ayahuasca reports I'd read. 

The study was first reported in 2006. Here are excerpts from the university's press release: 

All of the study’s authors caution about substantial risks of taking psilocybin under conditions not appropriately supervised. “Even in this study, where we greatly controlled conditions to minimize adverse effects, about a third of subjects reported significant fear, with some also reporting transient feelings of paranoia,” says [Dr. Roland] Griffiths. “Under unmonitored conditions, it’s not hard to imagine those emotions escalating to panic and dangerous behavior.”

The researchers’ message isn’t just that psilocybin can produce mystical experiences. “I had a healthy skepticism going into this,” says Griffiths, “and that finding alone was a surprise.” But, as important, he says, “is that, under very defined conditions, with careful preparation, you can safely and fairly reliably occasion what’s called a primary mystical experience that may lead to positive changes in a person. It’s an early step in what we hope will be a large body of scientific work that will ultimately help people.”...

In the study, more than 60 percent of subjects described the effects of psilocybin in ways that met criteria for a “full mystical experience” as measured by established psychological scales. One third said the experience was the single most spiritually significant of their lifetimes; and more than two-thirds rated it among their five most meaningful and spiritually significant. Griffiths says subjects liken it to the importance of the birth of their first child or the death of a parent.

Two months later, 79 percent of subjects reported moderately or greatly increased well-being or life satisfaction compared with those given a placebo at the same test session. A majority said their mood, attitudes and behaviors had changed for the better. Structured interviews with family members, friends and co-workers generally confirmed the subjects’ remarks....

Psychological tests and subjects’ own reports showed no harm to study participants, though some admitted extreme anxiety or other unpleasant effects in the hours following the psilocybin capsule. The drug has not been observed to be addictive or physically toxic in animal studies or human populations.  

A follow-up stud showed that the beneficial effects lasted more than a year. Excerpts from a 2008 Hopkins press release: 

Writing in the Journal of Psychopharmacology, the Johns Hopkins researchers note that most of the 36 volunteer subjects given psilocybin, under controlled conditions in a Hopkins study published in 2006, continued to say 14 months later that the experience increased their sense of well-being or life satisfaction.

"Most of the volunteers looked back on their experience up to 14 months later and rated it as the most, or one of the five most, personally meaningful and spiritually significant of their lives," says lead investigator Roland Griffiths, Ph.D. ...

"This is a truly remarkable finding," Griffiths says. "Rarely in psychological research do we see such persistently positive reports from a single event in the laboratory. This gives credence to the claims that the mystical-type experiences some people have during hallucinogen sessions may help patients suffering from cancer-related anxiety or depression and may serve as a potential treatment for drug dependence. We're eager to move ahead with that research."

Griffiths also notes that, "while some of our subjects reported strong fear or anxiety for a portion of their day-long psilocybin sessions, none reported any lingering harmful effects, and we didn't observe any clinical evidence of harm."

The research team cautions that if hallucinogens are used in less well-supervised settings, the possible fear or anxiety responses could lead to harmful behaviors.

Also relevant to this discussion is William James' experiment with nitrous oxide. His first impressions are recounted here. 

In his book The Varieties of Religious Experience, James famously wrote:

I myself made some observations on ... nitrous oxide intoxication, and reported them in print. One conclusion was forced upon my mind at that time, and my impression of its truth has ever since remained unshaken. It is that our normal waking consciousness, rational consciousness as we call it, is but one special type of consciousness, whilst all about it, parted from it by the filmiest of screens, there lie potential forms of consciousness entirely different.

April 27, 2010 in Consciousness, Mystical experiences | Permalink | Comments (26)

The snake in the garden

I've just read Supernatural by Graham Hancock, a highly enjoyable and thought-provoking exploration of altered states of consciousness brought about by the ingestion of psychoactive chemicals. Previously, I had read only one other book by Hancock, Fingerprints of the Gods. I enjoyed it for his lively writing style and boundless speculation, but I wasn't convinced by his arguments. Supernatural, however, is for the most part more firmly grounded, and I felt it to be a superior effort.

Hancock begins with a discussion of prehistoric cave paintings, which, he argues, can best be understood as a visual record of the shamans' hallucinatory experiences. To drive home this point, he compares the cave imagery with accounts of vision quests by contemporary shamans. He also went to the considerable trouble of ingesting some of these potions himself, usually under the watchful eye of an experienced shaman, and he reports seeing much of the same imagery. He recounts Rick Strassman's controlled experiments in which volunteers were injected with the psychotropic chemical DMT, which had effects similar to those of the concoctions consumed by the shamans. He goes on to relate these hallucinatory experiences to the considerable body of folklore pertaining to "little people" -- sprites, pixies, fairies, gnomes, leprechauns, and so forth -- and to the modern phenomenon of "alien abduction," which has much in common with the older legends.

In short, he makes a plausible case that altered states of consciousness -- often the result of ingesting psychedelic plants, but also occurring in other contexts -- can bring up images and narratives that remain strikingly consistent despite wide differences in culture. Snakes, for instance, show up repeatedly in these experiences, as do smallish nonhuman creatures with oddly shaped heads, whether they are construed as fairy folk or as extraterrestrial "grays."

Now, I've previously speculated that so-called alien abductions may be a subset of out-of-body experiences (an idea that, of course, is not original with me), so I have no problem with the idea that these bizarre adventures are, in some sense, hallucinatory. By "hallucinatory," I don't mean that the experience is necessarily unreal, but that it involves -- or may involve -- perceptions of another plane of reality, one that is ordinarily opaque to us but which can be accessed via a dramatic shift in consciousness. Hancock himself inclines in this direction.

What struck me about many of these experiences, as recounted by Hancock, by so-called alien abductees, by DMT research subjects, and by shamans, is how scary and nightmarish they tend to be. There are frequent encounters with bizarre, nonhuman beings who rarely project love, compassion, or empathy; more commonly, these beings are perceived as either coldly indifferent or actively hostile to human welfare. Cave paintings sometimes feature the motif of the "wounded man," apparently a shaman whose body has been pierced by multiple spears. This imagery is reflected in the hallucinogenic experiences themselves, which not infrequently subject the experiencer to torture, surgery, and vivisection. Both alien abductees and shamans report being cut open so their captors can insert small objects into their bodies. Other nightmarish elements of these experiences involve being beset by numerous inhuman creatures, being subjected to sexual congress with them, being carried off to a cave, laboratory, spaceship, etc., as well as the strange recurring motif of hybrid babies with human and nonhuman characteristics. Often these "changeling" babies are described as grotesque.

There is also repetitive imagery of humanoid figures with animal features, as seen in some prehistoric cave art. People who ingest psychoactive substances are prone to seeing creatures that are part human, part animal -- a man with the head of a bison, for instance. In some cases, the experiencer believes that he himself has been transformed temporarily into an animal or a half-human, half-animal hybrid.

When reading these accounts, I was reminded of similarly bizarre episodes described by Robert A. Monroe, who learned to initiate out-of-body experiences at will and eventually set up an institute to study the phenomenon. As I've written elsewhere, some of Monroe's alleged adventures are so fantastic and disturbing that they seem more like vivid nightmares than any kind of spiritual experience. I would characterize much of the material recounted by Hancock in Supernatural the same way. Though he talks about the important spiritual insights that practitioners of these extradimensional travels can attain, I didn't see much in the way of valuable life lessons in the experiences he describes. The only lesson would seem to be that reality is a deeply strange and deeply terrifying place, largely hostile to human beings and not very conducive to spiritual growth. The shamans themselves insist that their ancestors learned to use psychotropic plants by following recipes given to them by spirits during these vision quests. Even if this is true, it does not necessarily establish that the "spirits" meant well, or that the psychotropic plants are beneficial.

While I was thinking about this today, I happen to read an article by NDE researcher Michael Sabom about the religious implications of near-death experiences. The article, "Response to Gracia Fay Ellwood's 'Religious Experience, Religious Worldviews, and Near-Death Studies'," is included in the NDE papers uploaded by Markus Hesse at this location.  

Sabom, a committed Christian, draws a sharp distinction between spontaneous and deliberately initiated paranormal experiences. He believes that the former can give us insights into deep spiritual truths, while the latter are largely the realm of deceptive and malign entities. Thus he counsels against deliberate involvement with the paranormal. To some extent, this opinion simply reflects the view common among conservative Christians that mediums and psychics are trafficking with the devil, and perhaps it can be dismissed as a mere prejudice. Sabom, however, develops his argument somewhat further by giving specific examples of cases in which harmful effects arose from dabbling with the paranormal. And in fact, many such examples can be supplied. Included in his case histories is the above-mentioned Robert Monroe, whose OBEs were sometimes terrifying. Also included is author Whitley Strieber, who described the disorientation and helplessness he felt in his "abduction" experiences.

One case Sabom doesn't mention is that of Joe Fisher, author of The Siren Call of Hungry Ghosts, whose involvement with a medium led him to believe he'd been targeted by malicious supernatural entities. Fisher became convinced that these demonic creatures were ruining his life. Although the circumstances of his death are ambiguous, it is widely believed that he committed suicide.

With such disturbing cases in mind, perhaps we should not be too quick to reject the idea that there is a qualitative distinction to be drawn between spontaneous and intentionally induced paranormal experiences. And yet any such hard-and-fast distinction would surely be too restrictive. There are, after all, many cases of a deliberately induced altered state of consciousness that have yielded powerful evidence for life after death, as well as uplifting spiritual messages. The trance mediumship of Leonora Piper or Gladys Osborne Leonard shows little sign of malign influences.

How, then, do we explain these different varieties of spiritual experiences? On the one hand, we have shamanic vision quests, alien abductions, DMT trips, deliberately induced OBEs, and the like, which frequently include nightmarish and grossly distorted, sometimes animalistic imagery, along with painful and traumatic experiences. On the other hand, we have NDEs, trance mediumship, deep meditation, spontaneous OBEs, and the like, which for the most part (and with some undeniable exceptions) consist of nonthreatening imagery and uplifting experiences or lessons.

I'm not sure there's any easy answer to this question. But possibly -- just possibly -- the way in which we arrive at an altered state of consciousness determines whether our resulting experience will be predominantly positive or negative. Possibly the ingestion of psychotropic drugs, which are used as a kind of shortcut to enlightenment, is counterproductive, and is more likely to lead us astray, by bringing on an experience that is troubling, not comforting; hellish, not heavenly; irrational, not lucid; traumatic, not blissful.

Perhaps there is no shortcut, and our attempt to find one only leads us down a blind alley or, worse, into a dark cellar. And perhaps people who've experienced so-called alien abductions or frightening OBEs have learned (even if unconsciously) the wrong way of altering their state of consciousness. To put it in spiritualistic terms, we might say that instead of "raising their vibrations," maybe they are "lowering their vibrations." Instead of "going toward the light," maybe they are going away from it.

If so, then there may be some merit to the idea that deliberately induced paranormal experiences are dangerous. No, not all of them, but those that are induced in the wrong way.

Reading Supernatural, I couldn't help thinking of the Garden of Eden. In this biblical story, Adam and Eve live unspoiled lives of simplicity and innocence. But then a snake enters the picture. (Remember that snakes figure prominently in the imagery of hallucinogenic experiences.) The snake offers Eve an apple. (Remember that ingestion of new and unknown substances is what brought about the hallucinogenic experiences.) Eve and then Adam eat the apple, and their eyes are opened to a new way of looking at the world. (Remember that shamans and others who experiment with these psychotropic substances believe they have gained important new insights.) But their newfound enlightenment doesn't benefit them. They are cast out from the garden (remember that gardens are among the most prominent "heavenly" locals in NDEs) and sentenced to a lifetime of pain and drudgery terminating in death.

There are many ways of interpreting this famous -- and famously ambiguous -- story. It may simply be an attack on the goddess religions that competed with early Judaism; the snake was a favorite symbol of these faiths. But suppose the origin of the story lies elsewhere. Suppose it reflects an intuition that the shamanic vision quests made possible by chemically altered states of consciousness can be dangerous. Suppose it is a warning against meddling with otherdimensional beings who, like the snake, can be highly seductive but do not have our best interests at heart.

Graham Hancock believes that ingestion of psychotropic substances expanded the consciousness of our prehistoric forebears and allowed them to begin the long march toward culture and civilization. He believes that these otherworldly journeys still have much to teach us, and that we should be opening the doors of perception to learn from the extradimensional beings who inhabit this other plane of reality.

Maybe so. Then again, maybe some doors shouldn't be opened.

April 21, 2010 in Books, Consciousness, Mystical experiences, NDEs, OBEs | Permalink | Comments (179)

Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind

Movie star Jim Carrey is teaming up with Eckhart Tolle to start a new spiritual movement.

This may sound like the start of a joke, but it's actually true.

Personally I have mixed feelings about Tolle and the mystical teachings he draws on, but Carrey is clearly on board. If we take him at his word, he has experienced what Richard Bucke called "cosmic consciousness" (today more commonly called "unity consciousness"):

Carrey described his spiritual awakening to his flock: “Suddenly I was thrown into this expansive, amazing feeling of freedom—from myself, from my problems. I saw that I was bigger than what I do. I was bigger than my body. I was everything and everyone. I was no longer a fragment of the universe—I was the universe.”

The first person to comment on the story has apparently not experienced cosmic consciousness:

Jim Carrey has lost his mind he said he is the universe. To much ego what a nut

Some of the comments are more supportive. It's an interesting cross section of responses.

June 13, 2009 in Mystical experiences | Permalink | Comments (12)

Rising up

Here is a vivid mystical experience recounted by R.H. Ward, and quoted by Robert Crookall in his book The Interpretation of Cosmic and Mystical Experiences.

Last night, as I was walking home, I had one of those strange experiences of 'rising up within oneself', of 'coming inwardly alive'... A minute after I had left the station I was attacked, though not severely, by indigestion... I thought to myself, though I suppose not in so many words, 'I could separate myself from this pain; it belongs to my body... There is no need for the self to feel it.' Even as I thought this, the pain disappeared ... and the sensation of 'rising up within' began. (I have the impression that movement encouraged this sensation)... First there is the indescribable sensation in the spine, as of something mounting up... This was accompanied by an extraordinary feeling of bodily-lightness, of well-being, and effortlessness, as if one's limbs had no weight and one's flesh had been suddenly transmuted into some rarer substance. But it was also, somehow, a feeling of living more in the upper part of one's body than in the lower, a certain peculiar awareness of one's head... Everything was becoming 'more', everything was going up on to another level... I found that I could think-and-feel-in a new way... This, I realized, was the real meaning of 'being at peace with the world'... But if I allowed any suggestion of dislike, distrust, fear or contempt to approach, it had to be deliberately put away, or the 'rising up' began to be a 'falling down'. But once these kinds of thoughts-and-feelings had been put away, then the 'rising up' was continued...

I found myself looking at a certain house... It is rather an ugly little suburban villa; but now it appeared to be another house. I realised that could one always live on the different psychological level on which I was living at this moment, then the whole world would be changed; it would be another world in which there could be nothing which we habitually call ugly or evil, and nothing which we habitually call beautiful or good either; since the truth of things is beyond these contradictions, and somehow takes them up into itself... Time had very little significance... My knowledge of this reality which lies beyond where we normally are was undeniable and irrefutable. It flashed upon me... Of course there is God... God was here; He was in everything that I had looked at and in me who looked... I was in God's presence... I stood, filled to the brim with this wonderful realisation, that whatever we may have to endure of pain, sickness, grief and man's inhumanity to man, there is still something perfect within all created things, that ultimately they live by it, and that nothing else matters... [The Interpretation of Cosmic and Mystical Experiences by Robert Crookall, pages 34-36]

This quotation is taken from Ward's book A Drug-taker's Notes (1957). I haven't read this book, but as this excerpt makes apparent, Ward experimented with LSD (evidently on six occasions). Because of this, I at first speculated that the above experience was brought about by LSD he had earlier ingested, perhaps as a sort of psychedelic flashback.

It turns out, however, that the experience recounted above was not Ward's own, but instead was told to him by someone else, and this other person was not an LSD user. (See this Google books result; footnote on p. 49.) Ward himself used this account as evidence that LSD experiences do not create the same transcendent feelings of union with God that mystical experiences can produce.

July 21, 2008 in Mystical experiences | Permalink | Comments (23)